I have always been one to be magnetized towards what we will properly address as "Intense" women. Basically in a short break down I love a good train wreck. I fancy car crashes... Something so mind stimulating that you see it, you dare not look away cause you will miss the whole earth make a full rotation . I will miss out.. And I for one do not like to miss anything.. I love addressing/feeling/owning/grasping/surfacing for any short breath I take before I decide to take another plunge.
-Fault .. I have always been able to see my short comings yet never fix them or maybe really want to fix them. but as far as self awareness *FuckIown* But owning my awareness is just a fragment... I really never have wanted to fix my poor decision making process... cause in reality anyone who gives you what you want is really fair game for manipulation.. and as a true homo-sapien I know that we manipulate in any manner we can get away with..
I say oh, "women only like me cause they like to see if they can Win me.".. but , but ,but... I choose to keep around those who think they can win the novelty .. the trophy.. the big number 1! I mean we all want to succeed , to accomplish .. to stride.. to make strides.. leaps and bounds.. right?...
So what really makes woman in relations different,, It doesn't! Women are the most simple yet complex beings.. you give and you take.. give and take.. give give ... dreadful repetition. You want it... cause guess what.. you are what is on their mind.. everyone wants that crave and you are a liar and a fat mouth if you state differently..
I say this whole reproduction pairing system is way over-rated... fuck and be fucked.. and then get ask how can I address sex so non shallont? well simple.. you add a little liquid and two bodys and spread ...if you never expect further you will never receive less... wake up and hey thank you..my vagina feels better today.
In my life... I do not know If..........I-ME-MOI... attract crazy or make crazy.. I feel like some self reflection may need to be done if it's such a constant re-occurrence that even your very best calls all women you date your "Pattern"
Patterns Lindsey Patterns..
*Sigh*
